Alessa Gillespie

Someone once said that all of us came from Heaven, were taught everything about it, but before our birth we were forced to forget all about it.

Seems rather stupid.

Well those last three days were pointless, and stupid.

This is a wonderful feeling to wake up to.

Filtered to Asgard

Anyone want to hit up one of the restaurants in Emptiness? I'm pretty hungry.

MAMA!!! MOOOOM! WHERE ARE YOU?!

this isn't my room. I don't recognize it and it's not the church either. Too nice to be the church.

MAMA!!!!


I wonder if anyone has seen her. Maybe I should ask a nice adult?

Yeah right, like they'd be nice.


[AN: So, pulled like months before the immolation ritual.]

Is it just me, or has Niflheim been getting quite a few new players recently?

I think something's happened.

[Filtered to Asgard]

If you see me in the building, I might not hnnn...be so willing to talk.

This is not good

( Private Not Hackable )


Filtered to Asgard

I'll be away for the next week, random places in Emptiness. If anyone needs to contact me I'll still have my journal with me.

Something about today feels wrong, and I can't quite put my finger on it.

Regret is a sin worth killing.

What the hell?

I don't if it's because of Halloween, or because I'm being more observant, but just this morning I spotted at least two different candy stores. One focusing on chocolate, and the other on caramel. I looked inside the first one...

If anyone's ever wanted to try chocolate covered bacon, then now's your chance. I'm not touching that stuff with a ten foot pole, but I figure that someone will probably see it as Manna from Heaven.

Wow, the holiday in which children dress up as monsters, demons, and dead things is almost here. I think I might be glad that we don't have to celebrate it here.

...the celebration commonly known as Christmas (in my world) was actually a celebration of the sun. During the winter equinox the daylight would lessen. The people would pray, and around the 25th of December the daylight would grow. People celebrated this event.

It's been quiet around here for the most part.

( Private, not hackable )

Private to Bert

Hey, thanks for helping me yesterday. I appreciate it.

I think maybe yesterday wasn't too bad. At least I wasn't forced to become my own mother. That would have been absolutely horrible. (gone.)

Asgard

I think I'm going to head on over to the shooting range; does anyone want to tag along?

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Asgard

Anyone even remotely disturbed that Niflheim hasn't tried to attack us? If they have, I am unaware of it.

I think I'm going to do some training.

[Edited in later] Even though Niflheim's members have been cut down they still pose a potential threat. Which one of us has a personal issue with any of the members of Niflheim?

It might be wise to keep further tabs on these people.

( Private, Not Hackable )

Pity would be no more
If we did not make somebody poor,
And Mercy no more could be
If all were as happy as we.

And mutual fear brings Peace,
Till the selfish loves increase;
Then Cruelty knits a snare,
And spreads his baits with care.

He sits down with holy fears,
And waters the ground with tears;
Then Humility takes its root
Underneath his foot.

Soon spreads the dismal shade
Of Mystery over his head,
And the caterpillar and fly
Feed on the Mystery.

And it bears the fruit of Deceit,
Ruddy and sweet to eat,
And the raven his nest has made
In its thickest shade.

The gods of the earth and sea
Sought through nature to find this tree,
But their search was all in vain:
There grows one in the human Brain. - The Human Abstract / William Blake.

[Private to Asgard]

Found a building in Emptiness while I slept last night. Going to check it out today.

[Filtered to Bert // Not Hackable]

Bert, can we talk?

[/Private]

I'm going to be quite happy when fall and winter arrive. The seasons associated with harvest and death.

Morbid?

Everything dies. Years die, but they come back. Death is not an enemy.

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It's that time where the temperature is hot and cool. Summer and fall fighting against each other. I'll be happy when fall comes.

[Asgard]

In spite of everything that's happened, how is everyone doing? I think now more than ever we need to learn to rely on one another.